Okay...Officially I am tired of Winter. The other night it was  a balmy -45 and Timothy texted me from work to tell me to make sure i plug my car in otherwise it might not start in the morning. So Fine and Dandy, after hanging out with Cleo at her work place, I head to the back of the 3plex to plus in. and recently it had been snowing and no one takes care of the snow cause my landlord lives elsewhere and its not my job. and so I got stuck. In the Middle of the back alley. I tried the back up and drive forward thing, i tried to shovel myself. i tried putting it in neutral and getting out and trying to push it back. I also got to watch my neighbors watch me try to dig it out. Gee thanks..
i text Timothy and cleo. I went into the house and Curtis was sleeping. so I sat in the car with my blinkers on Crying for a bit. Which always makes me feel a little better. Eventually Cleo came and helped me get out but i sat in my car for over a hour cause i didnt want to leave it alone stuck in the middle of a alley that is used a lot.

The Warmth would be nice. Since I've lost some weight I spend alot more time being cold. Freezing in fact. I used to turn the heat down to 16 and night and sleep with just one blanket. but now I leave the heat at 20 and i have 2 blankets on! It's insane.

I have lost a lovely 40 lbs now. and 2 days ago it was officially two months since my surgery so it's kind of exciting.I feel Like I'm supposed to be lighter by now. The women who had the surgery the same day as me, has already lost 70 but she also weighed a lot more then.  I work out daily now. either walk away the lbs with Leslie Sansone or Wii EA active.  or Both. one in the morning and one in the evening.

though Work is suffering. Badly. We're lacking customers and because of it every ones shifts are cut. I work 6 hours a day and still have my two days off. though I am lucky enough to get 2 8 hour shifts on the weekends. If I'm lucky. last week I got 31 hours but then was called in cause the day before(friday) was insanely busy and the Duo Couldn't handle it. I got 35 hours by sheer luck. this week i'll get 33 hours if i get all my shifts without being sent home. I might get more if i manage to stay longer if it's busy or something.
I have handed out a couple resumes, No news yet. I need to hand out more and i know it. But Most places are the biggest fans because I work noonish til 8. So that only leaves morning or a night shift. Which isn't available a lot of the times
My room mate is suffering cause he works at the same place as i do. He got his hours cut worse then I. he only gets about 20 hours a week but He has only applied at one other place. last month he didn't give me any form of money at all. So now he is over 1000 behind. This next pay check he is giving it all to me but it's probly only 400 if he's lucky, I am not pleased.

I am struggling with bills and rent, and my dear room mate seems oblivious to the fact. It doesnt even seem to worry him that he owes me alot of money. But he can just got back to his Uncle's basement when ever he wants. rent free... He has somewhere to go. I do not. if i lose this place. I've got nowhere to go. But so far i've made sure i got my rent in check.

Hopefully Tim Horton calls or Extra Foods or something. A part Time job would be pretty good at the moment. I need to hand out some more resumes. Just not sure where yet